unrequited love

this is the bad story for me . too much boy i love but no one become my boy . poor me -___-""" . i don't know why this is happen to me . but life must go on , one disappear , a thousand coming . hahhha .or indonesian you can said "gugur satu tumbuh seribu" hoho . some my friends said that i have to change my character , but sorry i love my self and i'm sure there is a boy love me just the way i'am .some of that boy just see from outside , but actually if they see deeply myself , i'm sure they will not make statement like some my friends hahah .  and also Allah will give the best boy for me . not like before . and last , i don't wanna give up because that case so i have to fighting for my life . fighting for SNMPTN , and also SCHOLARSHIP for go to GERMANY . and for the boy who did it to me thanks man hahaha