Rabu, 18 Mei 2011

wishes and facts

i wish i have an old brother , but the fact only little brother
i wish i'm a rich person so i can buy all of things that i want , but the fact i'm not a rich person
i wish my grandma still here with me, but the fact my grandma has been pass away since 11 years ago
i wish i'm a crown princess but the fact i'm just an ordinary person
i wish i can enter UNHAS through JPPB way , but the fact i'm FAIL
i wish i can go abroad free cost , but the fact i go to there with my own money  
i wish i can be a nice girl , but the fact i always make a trouble
i wish i can make my parents happy , but the fact i still make them sad
and last i wish he loves me just the way i am , but the fact he has a girl 

Jumat, 06 Mei 2011

his name is ?????

      His name is tetot . hahah you don't have to know who is him .  but the one thing you have to know from him , he is the most cute people that i have ever see . i met him 5 months ago on my course place . the first time i saw him , his face like a detective conan . hahha :D but some of my friends told me that he is not like conan . and they mock me if i'm blind because of my looking . but i don't care about it . and day by day , week by week , and  month by month i feel something that different to him . yes fall in love . and i dont know maybe because of my mouth , he knows my feeling . oooh how shame am i .
      about the feeling to me , huh i don't want to know because i have know the answer "NO" so is better if he don't tell the feeling . why i said no , because i saw on his fb account that his relationship status is complicated with a girl . is that will break up or will be a couple ??? i dont know . only him and god know it . 
      huh actually i won't write this because i know it will be the risk . but i don't know where i want share my story . maybe i should share in here . i hope he dosn't know . amiin . actually some of my friends told me to forget him because i'm with him very different include in age . yeaah our age is different very far . but i won't do it . maybe i'm egoism . but this is the truth that i can't forget him . and about his relationship , eventhough he has a girl that's ok . loving him is not mean to have him . and i think his girl so lucky have a boy like him . hmm what a happy couple . and for the boy do not care about my feeling . just keep continue your carrier . and i hope you reach your dream to continue your study on java . and also i wanna say sorry , because of me you become shame in front of your friends and my friends . again sorry sorry sorry . and i hope you are happy with your girl , and for the girl do not hurt him .  okaaay . hmm i think that's all . i hope he doesn't know about this story . amiin .

Kamis, 05 Mei 2011

when i'm in there part 3

     this story is tell you when i'm on lake mountain . yaah a place on aussie where you can play with snow . i think  can play snow just on my dream . but that's not true . god hear my wish and finally i'm not only go abroad but also play snow . thanks god . maybe some of you will think if this place is has lake . because of it's name . but that's not true . in there you just saw snow with a high tree . the reason why the name like that ??? i also don't know about it . haha
      i went to that place with shelley , mrs.maree , and also some of myanmar people . they are mrs. maree church friends . they also have skin like me . and also eat rice . i went from the house on 07.00 o'clock and i went to there on 10.00 o'clock . 3 hours to go from shelly's house .then when on there the first time i said WOW because i still cant believe that i saw a real snow . hmm maybe some of you will said that i'm villager . but do i care ??? hahah . i played with snow from 10 o'clock until 1 o'clock . i had dissapointed because i can't play ski . shelley told me that the price is expensive and then i have no skills to play that one . but that's ok . these are the photos when i'm in there




thank so much shell for make my dreams come true :*

may , a month where all of third grade of senior high student feel "CENAT CENUT"

why i said that because in this month the result of my and their national exam (UN) will be announce on 16 may 2011 . not only UN , also jppb on unhas (or you may said like free test to enter unhas) and snmptn invitation will annonce next two days after un announcement .  huh i feel nervous . i'm afraid because i this year no one remedial for the student who not pass on UN . and also i heard from my friends if 4000 student on makassar are not pass . i hope is not true . amin . and i hope i'm with my friends pass with a good mark . not only un i also hope i enter on red campus economy faculty like my mom wish . amin :) .