wishes and facts

i wish i have an old brother , but the fact only little brother
i wish i'm a rich person so i can buy all of things that i want , but the fact i'm not a rich person
i wish my grandma still here with me, but the fact my grandma has been pass away since 11 years ago
i wish i'm a crown princess but the fact i'm just an ordinary person
i wish i can enter UNHAS through JPPB way , but the fact i'm FAIL
i wish i can go abroad free cost , but the fact i go to there with my own money  
i wish i can be a nice girl , but the fact i always make a trouble
i wish i can make my parents happy , but the fact i still make them sad
and last i wish he loves me just the way i am , but the fact he has a girl